So much is going on, alot of turmole with my family and school is cranking down, and my "stalker" seems to have renewed interest in me

and I just lose interest in schoolwork, like my emotions bog me down, I just want to listen to music and play teris

And my feeling for that certain boy have grown stronger, and I just think about him alot. I seem to talk to him better, but people keep interrupting me and conversation stops... and I just like him sooo much

Its just I feel like nothing is going right between family life, school, stalker, and HIM

I just feel so defeated and theres no where to go thats my santarcy, even the barn, my mom is there being all angry at my brother, and theres so much negitive engry everywhere